the time was yours and mine, and we were wild and free.
time,
sometimes the time just slips away
and you’re left with the memories
i’ll always think of you and smile
though we go our separate ways
i won’t forget, so don’t forget
the memories we’ve made
you know, i have this, erm year book(?) during secondary school, which i let my friends wrote down whatever they wanted to write. and a friend of mine, left me these verses from the song Please Remember by LeAnn Rimes. and he wrote something which made me smile when i read it back just now.
sometimes, people tend to forget about those good memories that people left for us but remember those bad and hurtful memories. and sometimes, all you need is just a song, a picture, a word, or maybe a type of food or anything, to remind you those good memories that someone left for you.
the ugly truth
so the parents went out in the morning and left me and my little sister at home. and all of the sudden, i realized that i really don’t have much time left to read for my thesis and it’s like finally, i start reading them seriously for the very first time. lolz. but i still got a lot to read, and i don’t know if i can get to finish it in a month time. @.@ my sister wasn’t feeling well since yesterday, but she got excited when i told her i’m going to cook her spaghetti for lunch. hahaha. i think both of us are crazy over it, and i grabbed this chance to cook cream sauce spaghetti since mum was not around. =p
and we watched “The Ugly Truth” together while we were having our lunch. lolz. i don’t know why, i somehow like the movie ’cause for me, the movie had delivered some messages. example, Mike said that don’t tell guys your problem cause he doesn’t care, and Abby said some guys do care, but Mike said they were just pretending. i remember there was one time where kelvin told me that last time, he wasn’t really listen to me when i was telling him my problem. so it’s like kind of true right? not all guys are really listen to you when you’re talking to them, especially when it comes to solve problem. i’m not saying that there aren’t any guys who listen, but there’s a point there where sometimes, they pretended that they cared and they were listening. well, it still depends i guess. if that guy is really into you, he won’t mind listening to it even if you were to tell him the same thing for like hundred times. =)
everything is opposite
so, everyone came to my house today, and they’d just left.
the house was full with laughter just now. we went out to have vegetarian food for dinner and came back to cut Chocolate Banana cake because it’s my aunty’s birthday. everyone was so full yet they were kind enough to drink the green bean soup that i cooked after that. lolz. i miss them, especially those who came back from overseas. and it’s really nice to have them here with us, can’t wait for them to come visit us again in few days time. =)
was suppose to meet up with my darlings last night and watch 2012 together. but ended up everyone is having test on the nest day or sunday, so we canceled the plan. but, i was lucky to receive phone call from jazril. jazril wanted to watch Twilight New Moon but he was mistaken about the date it finally show in cinema, and then jinyoung suggested horror movie but because of me don’t want to waste my money, so we just went out for dinner. lolz. the guys wanted to go ampang for some food, but due to the heavy jam in kesas highway, we ended up in some mamak at shah alam. it’s really been a long time since i last met both of them, especially jinyoung, i only get to see him once or twice in a year time. actually, jazril also la. lolz. so it was really fun talking to them, but my malay, really all give back to my bahasa teacher already. XD and i found it so weird to talk to jinyoung in english. hahahaha.
when we were eating, i suddenly came out with a question and asked jazz whether he prefer chinese or malay as his patner. so he answered chinese and it led to the question why and bla bla bla. and then i asked him this, “what if the girl’s family doesn’t allow you both to get married le?“. do you know what was his answer? “there is something called kahwin lari.” =____=”" i was just so speechless. lolz. but that’s the jazz i know.
they mentioned something about gathering last night too. and i think we shall really have a gathering when everyone is free. seriously miss those high school time where we get to hang out with each other everyday and not to worry about assignments and others. lolz.
oh yea, i won’t be having my cellphone with me for 4 days. so maybe now i can experience the life without cellphone which i doubt it.. XD
i know i shouldn’t think about you anymore.
because these things will change
few years back, i thought things will never change.
there are times when i realize that i’d actually got over him.
but then again i found myself trapped inside there.
and then things changed.
this time i was so sure that i got over him.
and last night, it was proven that i’m officially so over him.
he didn’t change, much.
he is still the one i’d fell so hard for.
but apparently, i was the one who changed.
it took me years to let go of him.
and i wonder, how long will i take this time?
